My feet are FROZEN!

Yes and because of that they deserve an entry -nods-

Nah, exp that they ARE frozen, i"m scared as hell of going back 2 college.

After a too long, 1 1/2 year "Break" or whatever I should call it. I'm finally going back. Different study this time and I'm so scared 2 fail again.

I never was a star in school, but always good enough to get "good enough" grades 2 go to the next class. College is soooooo much different than high school though.

Once again I've decided 2 go to another city 2 do my study, but this time I'm not moving across the country. It's not that far, so it shouldn't be a problem.

BUT, it's just everything is new, diff people and all.


*sigh*


My mom is moving back 2 Suriname in 3 days...

I don't know when I'll see her again. I know why she's leaving and I accept her choices, but today it really hit me when my sister told me "Oh, then mom can come..., wait she's already gone then."

My sister's really a mothers child. She's her everything. She's gonna go nuts without her and I'll soon follow.

I asked her to stay a month longer, because school will just begin and stuff, but she couldn't change the date. So that's it. 3 Days left with her.

I know I"m selfish, but I really don't want her 2 leave us yet. No matter how much my lil sis or her parents need her there.